Today has been another lazy day hanging poolside with Beth. My parents had some business party to go too and Lance and Sandi were just hanging at the house as well. I think all of us are majorly hungover from the party we went to last night. Sandi of course being pregnant was not hungover but she did whatever Lance did. Sandi also had been complaining of not feeling well all day. After her not feeling good for 3 hours I finally had enough and told her to go call her doctor. It was just a feeling I had that something was not right. After Sandi hung up with the doctor, she told us that he wanted her to come to the hospital to be checked and make sure nothing serious was going on.
Marco was the sane one; the calm one who drove us all to the hospital. Lance was kind of freaking out, Sandi was worried and I was just not sure what to think. We got Sandi checked in and they placed her in a room. We all were asked to wait in the waiting room while she was examined and then Lance could go back in with her. It felt like time crawled as we sat in the waiting room. Eventually my parents showed up to be with Lance and Sandi. The doctors were not exactly sure what was going on but knew that something was not right so were keeping Sandi overnight for observation. My parents eventually asked Marco to drive everyone home for the night.
We dropped Beth off at her house first then Marco drove us to my house. I told him I was going to my room for the night and he said he was going to go to bed but if I needed him to come wake him. I was worried for Sandi, but didn’t know what I could do about it. I was watching the Vampire Diaries on Netflix when I heard a tapping sound at my patio door. I looked at the clock and saw it was midnight and wondered who it could be. I made my way over to the door and pulled back the curtain slightly to reveal Jeff standing outside. I thought to myself “what is he doing here?” I opened the door and told him to come in, and then I stood there and waited for him to say something.
“I need a place to stay tonight, I had a fight with my parents. I knew Lance was at the hospital with Sandi so I came to you.” Jeff blurted.
“ Jeff you know you can always stay here at the house.”
“Thanks Lacey. So what are you doing right now?”
“I am watching Vampire Diaries want to join me?” I asked.
He came and sat beside me on my bed. I focused on the yummy goodness of Damon on the screen instead of the hottie lying in my bed. At some point I reached for my pot stash and pulled out a joint and started smoking, I offered some to Jeff and we spent the next few minutes smoking together. After a while I felt myself become completely relaxed. Jeff finally broke the silence by asking “Would it bother you if I got more comfortable?” I of course told him no and next thing I knew he was stripped down to nothing but his boxers. I was amazed at how sexy he looked. I could not take my eyes off of him until he asked, “Like what you are looking at?” I apologized for staring and then told him truthfully that I was just admiring his body. He looked at me strangely then said, “Your pretty sexy yourself you know!” I know, I blushed, how silly of me.
Thoughts of our steamy make out session in the kitchen a few nights ago come back to my mind and I feel myself blushing again. What is wrong with me I can’t let thinking about a guy cause me to blush. I cut my eyes over towards Jeff and I notice him looking at me strangely.
“Lacey why are you blushing?” he asked. Ug why did he have to ask that.
“I was just thinking of something, its no big deal.”
He was about to say something else when my cell phone rang. I grabbed my phone up and saw that it was my mom calling. I was very thankful for her call interrupting the conversation because I was not sure what I was going to say to Jeff if our conversation had kept going. My mom was calling to let me know they had found Sandi had an infection in the fluid of her placenta and were sending her to a special hospital 4 hours away. The doctor’s hope by sending her to this hospital they could cure the infection and keep the baby healthy at the same time. My mom went on to tell me that her and my Dad along with Lance were already on the way to Jackson the town the hospital was in and had made arrangements for a hotel to stay at there. In the meantime I was to remain at home with Maria the housekeeper and Marco the bodyguard watching out for me.
I hung up the phone and sat there silently stunned. I couldn’t believe that there was a big possibility that Sandi would lose the baby. Its just unreal and I knew Lance would be a basket case for a bad boy he was looking forward to having his first child and I didn’t want my brother to go through the pain that I knew would come with losing the baby. I filled Jeff in on the conversation I had just had with my mom and I didn’t even realize I was crying until Jeff had pulled me into his chest in a tight hug and I felt the wetness of my tears on his bare chest. I pulled back after a little while and wiped my eyes. I gave a quick smile, one that didn’t meet my eyes, to Jeff and told him “Thank you for letting me cry all over you” He smiled back at me and said “It was no problem I don’t like seeing you sad” I sat there for a moment looking at him letting what he had just said soak into my brain. He doesn’t like seeing me sad? What does that mean? I looked into his eyes and I was taken back that he was looking at me so intently and there was an emotion I couldn’t quiet place on his face. We stared at each other like this for I don’t know how long until we were both leaning into each other and slowly but surely our lips met in the most tender of kisses. It was wonderful kissing him like this the comfort it was bringing me at that moment. The tenderness shocked me, who knew Jeff had a soft side. As we continued to kiss the kisses grew into more heated kisses. I could feel my body beginning to stir in places it had never stirred before. He deepened the kiss and I felt his tongue probing between my lips and I opened my mouth in response. Our tongues exploring each other like we were druggies looking for our fix. We kissed like this forever or so it seemed. Finally I was able to pull back from him. I was breathing a little heavy, as was Jeff. We were looking at each other again.
“What is this we keep doing?” I asked him.
He replied, “I don’t know. The last few weeks I can’t get you out of my head. Its crazy you’re my best friend’s sister.”
I leaned back against my headboard taking in what he had said still not quite understanding what he means by it. Stupid bad boy who doesn’t express emotions. That thought almost had me start giggling. Jeff pulled me into him and wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear “Don’t over think it just go with your gut feeling. I am not rushing you into anything” I sighed as I laid my head on his chest and went back to watching TV because I was not use to these heightened feelings in my body and I needed time to process what was going on.
At some point Jeff and I slid down into the bed properly but he never took his arms from around me. It was such a comfort having those strong arms hold me as I lay in bed. Eventually my mind began shutting off and I drifted off to sleep. The next morning I woke and felt a heavy pressure across my back I realized it was Jeff with an arm still slung over me. As I tried to get up his hold on me tightened, who knew the bad ass liked to cuddle. I decided I might as well stay in bed for a bit longer instead of fighting to get out from under Jeff’s grip. Not really minding that I was in Jeff’s grip. I must have drifted off again because I was awakened by Marco hovering over my bed with a smirk on his face and Jeff and I both looking like deer caught in headlights. Oh boy I thought to myself how am I going to get out of this.
Marco smirking still said, “I am going to pretend for now I didn’t see this. Both of you get up and get dressed properly. Meet me in the game room in 30 minutes.” With that he turned and walked out of my room.
I looked at Jeff who had his blank face on; it was so frustrating when I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. “I guess we better listen to Marco. I don’t fancy him telling my parents about this just yet.” I said. Jeff nodded and grabbed his clothes from the floor and walked out of my room. I made my way to the closet and picked out some shorts and a tank top and grabbed clean underwear and made my way into my bathroom to take a shower. I was not sure what was going on; why do Jeff and I keep finding ourselves in these situations and how can we be so full of passion one moment then nothing the next? That damn boy is driving me crazy, I am at a point now I don’t care whether we get together or not. I just want to know what we are going to do I am so tired of this back and forth business. Jeff is messing with my head big time and I can’t let it keep going after all I am a Santiago and I am going to be in control, nothing will control me ever again.
After dressing and fixing my hair and putting on some light make up I made my way to the game room where Marco and Jeff were already waiting and talking. I sat down on the sofa and waited for whatever Marco had to say because at this point I was just ready to be done with whatever this is.
Marco began “I don’t know what’s going on with you two, and frankly I don’t care what you do one way or the other but you need to make up your mind what is going on. This back and forth you two are doing is a dangerous game. Vince will have your balls Jeff if you hurt his daughter so think long and hard about what you decide to do. Lacey as for you, you are getting in over your head. I told you I would help you with your goals but at the pace I say, not the pace you are jumping in at” I looked at him not saying a word for a moment and then shook my head and said “I am a big girl Marco I can handle myself!” I then got up and walked out of the game room. I went back to my bedroom and changed into a bikini it was time to lay by the pool and relax. I had a lot to think about it and a lot I needed to wrap my mind around.
After several hours poolside I had figured out a few things. One was that I needed to talk to Jeff. We need to talk honestly about what was going on between us, no more of this hot and cold. We were going to be one way or the other. I decided the best thing for tonight was to hit Oasis and told Marco I wanted to go and he said he would take me. I went and dressed for a night at the club and was ready by 10:00 to go. Arriving at the club Marco and I made our way to the front door once again passing the long line of people eager to get into the hottest club in town. George the bouncer at the door greeted us with a smile and opened the door to let us in. I made my way up to the loft first to see who was there and was not surprised to see many of the boys up there partying. I saw Steve sitting on the sofa with a beer in his hand and I managed to make my way to him and plop down in his lap. He smiled at me and said “Hi Lace. How are you this fine evening?” I could tell by the way his words slurred that he was already drunk. I giggle at him and told him that I was doing fabulous and that I was ready to party. Marco brought me a drink which I downed and I looked at Steve and said “come on buddy let’s go tear up the dance floor together”
Steve and I spent almost an hour dancing together. I was hot and sweaty from all the dancing we had been doing. I was ready to head back up to the loft for a drink. Steve on the other hand found a girl he wanted to dance with so I headed up on my own. I was at the door getting ready to swipe my card when I felt someone grab my arm I was prepared to hit whoever it was but saw that it was Jeff as he whirled me around to face him. I slammed into his chest and he held me tightly in his arms and whispered against my ear “meet me in your room in an hour we need to talk”. Then he let me go and was gone. I stood there a little stunned not sure what Jeff was up to why did he want to meet me in my room what exactly was going on with him. I went into the loft and found Marco and told him I was ready to go home. I wanted to get home and get ready for whatever Jeff had to say to me.
I showered and pulled on a tank top with some soffe shorts so that I could be comfortable. I was sitting on my bed watching some TV when I heard the knock on my patio door. I slowly made my way over to the door and opened it and let Jeff come in. We made our way over to the couch in my bedroom and I gestured for him to have a seat. I sat down on the opposite end from him and we sat there silently looking at each other. I am not sure either one of us knew what to say or how to say it.
Finally I started “So…I guess we really need to talk about what has been happening between us this summer”
“Yes we do.” He replied with no emotion. I mentally groaned thinking here we go again with his showing no emotion. It is so frustrating when he does that it makes it hard to figure out anything.
I decided to start our conversation and we began talking about everything that had happened between us since the night he saved me from Ken’s attack. I told him I was confused because he was sending mixed signals to me. He acknowledged that he had been sending mixed signals because he had mixed feelings about what was going on. I was his boss’ daughter, his best friend’s twin sister. He said that he found me very attractive and loved spending time with me. He loved the way he felt when he was with me but I was the Mafia Princess, not just some random play toy and that was what scared him. He didn’t do relationships and by nature of who I was I was not someone that could just be the flavor of the week.
I listened to him as he talked and I truly understood where he was coming from in his thinking. However a part of me kept thinking but isn’t it my choice to make on whether I let myself become someone’s plaything or if I wanted a deeper relationship with them. What if I just want to go with the flow of things and let whatever happens happen. I was about to open my mouth but was interrupted by my phone ringing.
When the phone rang again my heart almost stopped, I dreaded picking it up, I knew by the time of the night the call was coming it was not good news. I tentatively said hello and my mother was on the other end, I listened to her talk for a moment and felt moisture on my cheeks as tears began streaming, Sandi and Lance had lost their baby. Jeff pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me and held me close as I cried. It felt good to have him holding me.
Once I stopped crying I pulled back a little from Jeff “Thank You Jeff. I am glad you were here.”
He started to say something instead our lips crashed into one another there was a raw hunger in the kiss; a powerful need for each of us. I lost all ability to think clearly and I didn’t care. We kissed like this for some time until both of broke apart slightly out of breath. Jeff began trailing light kisses down the side of my neck. They felt like feathers brushing across my skin. I was in a state of bliss.
“Jeff! I want you. Stay with me tonight.” I plead. He pulls me tighter into him and starts kissing my lips again.
“Lacey tell me now, if you want me to stop.”
“Please don’t stop Jeff!” I half whispered half moaned.
I wasn’t sure what to do; my body seemed to have a mind of its own. Every time Jeff would touch me I could feel my body answer in some way. Jeff pulled my tank top over my head and my breasts were completely exposed to him. He took one nipple into his mouth then moved to the other giving both of them equal amounts of attention. My mind was spinning out of control. His kisses trailed down to my stomach and then he tugged my shorts down. I was a little nervous about what was coming next.
“Lacey just relax I am not going to hurt you.” It was strange how Jeff appeared to know exactly what my body needed from him. After he had my shorts down he began kissing me on my inner thighs. I let out a slight gasp of pleasure, as I felt his tongue lightly stroke my already heated core. He gently licked between the delicate folds. My body had a mind of its own I felt my legs part more for him, I began arching my back to match the rhythm of his tongue. I was completely lost in this moment as he gently licked, nibbled and sucked on my core. An intense feeling of pressure was building finally releasing in a wave of ecstasy crashing over me. I moaned his name softly. He kept licking like he needed every drop of juice that I had released. He had my writhing on the bed in pure pleasure. Finally he began kissing his way back up my body until our lips were melded into one again. I could feel the hardness of his erection and couldn’t help but grind into him a little making him groan. I felt my hands sliding up and down his back but in a way to bring him closer into me.
He whispered, “Lacey, I will go slow.” He began easing himself into me. I felt him hit the natural barrier and he slowly moved in and out and then with one quick thrust he was in. He stopped moving all together. “Are you ok?” he asked after I cried out, “Yes, Jeff. Please …” That was all I said before his mouth came crashing down on me and he began to move in and out of me. It felt so good to have him in me. Jeff kept his pace slow and easy, I arched my body to keep in time with his rhythm. I could feel the pressure building in me again and before I knew it I was shuddering with another climax; Jeff responded by having his own. We were moaning into each other’s mouth as we kissed through the climax. After it was over he kept his weight off of me but neither of us was in a hurry to move. He rested his forehead on mine.
I smiled at him and said, “Thank you for making my first time so special Jeff!”
“Your welcome Lacey, but really it was my pleasure.”
He slowly rolled over to his side but he pulled me with him until I was nestled in his arms and we drifted off into the land of slumber.
The next morning, I noticed Jeff was already awake and staring at me, which kind of made me smile. He smiled, and then he leaned in and began kissing me very tenderly, I responded eagerly to him. We kept kissing and touching one another until both of us were lusting for the other. It ended with us have another round of mind blowing sex.